Wings Unfur|...

2007-12-17T05:30:00.000-08:00

been a long time since blogging...

time realli flies, prom is over n i've been working my 4th wk now.

hit 18, the legal age for clubbing...

always wanted to see how clubs look like.

geex.. i shld scold myself for being too naive, thinking tt clubs are huge >_<

went to Zouk for my company's D&D...

hahax. was pretty excited at first but soon the exhilration turned to instant boredom after i was stuck in tt cramped little hall for a few hrs.

2007-07-16T08:13:00.000-07:00

sometimes i question the world.

...a little too much in my little head.

often i start thinking, musing, be it a resultant from the profundity of wise authors' words from a book, or the rambles heard in lit class, or simply the day-by-day (though there isn't many, sadly) gossips.

occasionally there would be the pleasing outcome of an enlightenment,

others, more often than not, would be a leering bottomless pit of depression n overpowering uncertainties that threatens to suck mi deep into it.

of cox i have occured no suicidal thoughts, nor anything abt self-mutilation. (i do not need anything else to 'uglify' mi more, thank you!)

but such sad thought dampened my mood, if not my spirit, n drag mi down significantly.

alrite, i m pondering now.

this is getting mi nowhere.

...hey! i mean i don't get paid for writing such nonsense or rubbish... n i definately do not need psychologists bills written to my already-bankrupt bank account.

maybe i should develop my crap n compile them into a novel! XD

i don't know if thinking profound thoughts, or conjuring the effect of appearing to do so, helps my life...

for mi, as a pathetic slob being in the handcruffs of education in JC, i do not even have to wait to see the disastrous A's results to judge tt it is completely n utterly useless to my grades.

well, excluding improving my 'crapping' skills for 'unprecendented' qns in the exams. - _ -''

so then, now i will snap out (only for a while) of my miserable self-effacing 'mind arguements'.

GOALS. for this wk.

1. Finish NORMAL DISTRIBUTION tutorial by fri.

2. Study econs BALANCE OF PAYMENTS lecture by wed.

3. Study PLATE TECHTONICS n read at least 2 VOLCANOES n EARTHQUAKE CASESTUDIES each. by sat.

2007-07-11T07:03:00.000-07:00

Shun's fan always <3

kawaii Shun!! XD

2007-07-08T08:49:00.000-07:00

with mid-yr exams over, i can't help but feel giddy with joy n of cox, being dead lazy.

i made real 'good' use of my leisure time, which includes...

1. painstakingly organising my pics folders in the com, it was then i realised how crazed i was as a fangirl of Dir En Grey, when i did a mental check of the HUGE amt of pics i had of them! XD
2. drooling over jrockers (fav. pasttime)
3. rambling nonsense with my net fren, who gave mi great entertainment when he showed mi many youtube links (japanese comedy shows). i nearly died laughing XD
4. watching Samurai Champloo, Azumanga Daioh non-stop for abt 4hrs?
c where all my time goes?

of cox, i'm no geek locked up in the hse stoning in front of the com all-day!
had an event filled fri n wkend...

Fri::

1. watch Transformers movie with Moon, Kai Xian n Huiling XD

the cinema we were in was big n the screen was huge (jux add brownie pts to the movie ^_^)
i tried out the new eyeliner i bought (but i don't know howta use it!)
anyway, the dumb ting smudges (also thanks to my oily yet dry skin - _ -'')
stupid ting.
haix. there was no neoprint at Plaza Sing.! can u believe it?!? i thought it was in existance everywhere! would have love to drag Huiling to take one!
then with nth much to do, we stroll n wander around...
n nv fail to enter Daiso! hahaX. always feel like an obasan (housewife) in there!
cox there was this time in Vivocity when mi n my sec sch fren Gloria bought nth but FOOD, mostly from Daiso! XD
there was also this paper shop...
nice paper, BUT freaking ex! like one piece of paper for $6+??!?! wth.
think i buy liao also can't bear to cut or anything to it, except for preservation >_< lor.

END of FRI.

Sat::

2. yesterday was Live Earth concert 7/7/07

they say wear green support mah,
SO i wear lor!
in the end like so little pple wear! >_<
was gonna meet Gloria to return her the animes...
but i haven't watch finish yet, so she said some other time then return can. yay~
she gave a damn funni comment, "aiye, not like we wear green we will save the Earth right? think what? we can photosythesis n give out oxygen huh."
- _ -''
well, at least it was jux a kinda silent physical pledge, at least to mi.

3. all-time fren Jeanice got tickets to NDP 3rd Rehearsal n i got to go!

i complimented her new watch (cox no one said tt before) n i guessed tt made her happie XD
after sec sch, this is like the 1st time we met up since last yr June i guess.
she didn't change much.
still goofy dear good old Jeanice ^_^
ours was the Green Sector (which was unfortunately the furthest one btw!)
along our long walk there, she was pointing out the army guys n saying these ushers were those tt are jux recruited n doing BMT (Basic Military Training), which means judging by the time they enrolled into NS,
they are the ones tt fail or got Bronze for Napfa >_<"

she was elated by all this knowledge and looked at mi, "heyhey! c i so li hai! know so much NS stuff. Praise mi praise mi!!" - _ -''
she somemore dare say i dare (bad english here!) to act cute even when i was late (i wanted to get the ticket stud from her)
she also as thick-skinned mah! Lolx.

4. The Lame-ness of NDP rehearsals.

i blinked. i really blinked.
was tt white tingy the mcces were holding the SCRIPTS?!? wth.
n they actually looked at the damned thing when they spoke!
i was shaking my head in disagreement to their 'professionalism' (or lack of it.)
n i think a good handful of pple are too.
"tt totally ruin our impression, they seemed so forced."

n 'cox it was a rehearsal, some of the artistes wasn't there.
it was pure entertainment n comedy when a girl came out holding the actual artiste name on a board! XD
n she made some funny faces at the start too! Lolx.
we were also totally cracked up when some guy as the 'simulator' held up a small board with the words "First Cabinet Minister" or smth.
n he too played along n waved to the audience!! hahaX.

they had this dragon boat racing thing for the pre-parade...
before the race start,
"i bet u they(dragonboators from respective schs) wouldn't be here!"
n i thought, "i don't even think there will be anything."
.
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behold! there they come!
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3 motorboats racing! - _ -''
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.
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oi! u trying cheat who?? think we don't know what dragonboats look like huh?! Lolx.
n the mcess continued unfazed, shouting abt the 3 'dragonboats'. wow.

hahaX. n there was this one time when the mcces asked us to wave our flags...
the other end sector have goodie bags, but my sector don't have! =(
they biased!!
haax. then someone shouted from behind, "NO FLAG LAH!" Lolx.

5. NDP is cool!

teeheex. other than these lame stuff, the rest was pretty cool!

u know the canons that goes off (think 19times?? or was it 17? >_<) when the president walk passed the contingents?
heex. this yr the canons were visble n jux across us! (on the other coast of cox)
damn near!!
so abt everytime the canons go bomb, we will jump! XD kinda fun!

the civil defense dunno-what display was damn cool!!
waaa~ c all those fighter jets zoom passed n the cute helicopters tt 'salute' to us!
there were also coast guard speedboats~~

heex. kinda remind mi tt time mi n Jeanice trying to drive a speedboat!
think we were being quite haphazard in our 'driving', cox the pple were damn scared of us when i nearly steered into some coming boat! >_<"

i wanna ride cruise!!!~~
but then, Huiling was saying what some cruise ship the WHOLE ship few hundred pple down with some disease or bacteria attack on board some cruise to HK o.O
BUT i still wanna ride cruise!!
oops, i'm going off-topic!

now, what was i saying...

o ya, there was also supposed to be a LIVE symphony orchestra n chinese orchestra~~
i'm sure will be damn nice if they were actually there tt day... but sadly they weren't =(

the starting NDP performance was some Underwater world thing...

the little starfishes n fishes were very adorable~
n there were floating-flying jellyfishes on the water...
very nice, they were glowing orange too ^_^
the next item they had a float shipped in...
the fireworks on the highway bridge was gorgeous, was like a dripping curtain of gold~ so pretty.

o right, nearing the finale...
u know, pple who r damn freaking frightened by dreadful horrendous traffic jams wants to go off early...
hey sure man, of cox u guys can go off early...
JUX DON'T BLOCK MY VIEW!!!
"hey Jeanice, think this one (performance) no need c liao."

anyway, the fireworks display at the finale was nice nice NICE! XD
hahaX. i can always c the fireworks from my hse, n after seeing them SO MANY times, it kinda get boring...
so i was pretty surprised i can still feel the excitment n happiness when i c them tt night.
it was a pretty diff. experience, watching it RIGHT IN FRONT of us! *_*
n Jeanice was jux saying then tt they would probably be biased again n put more fireworks at the other end.
BUT THEY DIDN'T! wahahaX.
it was on OUR side! nyahahaX.
okei. i'm crazy >_<"

it is a wonderful thing to be wowed by such stuff~
well, supposing my cynical deposition...
hey i can't help it! i'm ANGSTY! XD

*stretchs* tired le.. the NDP rehearsal end liao...
we walked back to City Hall MRT with large hordes of pple.
u can jux imagine the terrible 'human jam' =(

in the train, Jeanice was saying how my dressing Looks ex.
but it isn't! XD only spent $50 on the whole outfit... including the shoes k!
erm.. not including my converse bag lah.
hahaX. c this is called 'no money yet can act like got money!'
okei that was lame >_<

*tired* END of SAT.

2007-07-06T05:52:00.000-07:00

Transformers movie: one word. NICE! XD

insert Transformers theme song~

Transformers. Robots in disguise.

LOLX.

too bad Hui Fang n Sharon didn't join us, it was damn awesome! 5 STARS! XD
it was like a mega blockbuster packed with all sorts of stuff...
car race, explosions, fighter planes, comedy...

n the car transformer Bumblebee was damn cute!
what with his attitude when he play diff. music to suit the mood n_n
n his silly tantrums when he threw the pple out when the girl commented that the car looked like some crap!
ahh~ dream car~~

n i made a realization abt movies.
movies make NO SENSE.
plus NO LOGIS.

well.. the main character Sam was supposed to hand over this cube tingy to the air force to bring it somewhere - _ -''
No.1: why is there the necessity of bringing somewhere when u can just self-destruct it here!!

he had to find a white building n climb to the top of it.
remember: Megatron is frantically chasing after him!

our hero Sam ran into some run-down building...
then there was this terrifying flight of stairs!

he MADE IT! w/o getting killed by Megatron of cox.

at this pt. of time...
i wonder:
Megatron muz be pretty useless.
Sam is probably a super-human in disguise tt can run up stairs at an alarmingly fast rate!
plus, he doesn't get tired.

then Sam fired some smoke signal to the helicopter (which got shot down easily by Megatron - _ -'' poor Sam, pity him for running so far for nth!)

heex. dun mind my sacrasm here~
other than this Lame bit, the movie got its credit from my fav. destructive scenes! wahahaX.

END of Transformers Review.

past few days was such a breeze.
Life after exams is heavenly~~ XD
slacked till i feel like rotting on the ground =X

watched Azumanga Daioh anime..
23 epis!! i nv done tt ever before!
n yes, it hurt my eyes!

hahax. for such a lame person like mi, the anime was brillant.

no annoying silly female lead! i was refering to those who scream in distress for the hero to save them..

oh plzz, why the hell did u even get into this shit! deserved to die! *cold n heartless**insert evil-sounding music*

wait wait.. Azumanga Daioh is actually an ALL-FEMALE cast!!
wow.. nv thought i would watch smth like this.

it is abt high sch life with a bunch of frens.

normal? nahx!

n the nekos r super cute YET scary!!

the form teacher is crazy! XD hahax.. in her eccentric manner n childishness
n she adores bullying her poor fren/colleague n her class!

the grp of good frenx include

a kawaii chibi 6th grader genius child Chiyo-chan,

a kakkoi althetic neko-loving quiet Sakaki-san,

a cool headed dieting Yomi-san, who can't help but to be annoyed into hysteria by
the 'equally crazy as her teacher' much over-enthu Tomo-chan.

not forgetting dear dense n *coughx* dreadfully slow 'Osaka'

'Osaka' the most right one!
Night-walking Osaka is freaking scary!!

heex. n the swimmer 'equally baka as Tomi-chan' Kagura-san my fav.!

n together, Tomo+Osaka+Kagura=Bonklers! XD

END of Azumanga Daioh Review.

2007-06-17T22:23:00.000-07:00

it is always silly how we love to look back on things we 'accomplished' (or rather 'have not accomplished') at the end of each day n sighs in defeat.

i've NEARLY totally wasted my whole hols.
if u know wad i mean, well ya.. perhaps u're another pathetic slob like mi.
wasting away her precious youth, well, basically rotting away n hibernating in the summer weather.
'great' hibernation period.

okei. enuff sad-oh-i-feel-so-lousy mood for now!
realli needa gather myself up for the tedious task of studying for a's.
haix.

but somehow, i ALWAYS never fail to get distracted.
even by a book. -_-''
i was glued to the book yesterday till i finished the 200+pages of ghosts, demons n what-know-you.
it was a damn interesting book hey! XD 'Exocist The Beginning'
n other stuff like designing a notebk cover >_<"
gosh.. i love to procrastinate n it seriously will be the death of mi one day!
but all in all! my BIGGEST sin is sleeping too much zzzzzz
*yawns* lolx.

alrite, i shld fix my goals here!! XD
1. Finish 'Urbanisation' by tues 19/6/07
2. Finish 'Globalisation' 19-20/6/07
3. Do 2 econs essay on 21/6/07

2007-05-22T07:05:00.000-07:00

Hawtness!~

weee~~ such a relax week!~ *happiness*

nyahahax.. but getting let off earlier from jux brighten up my whole day!
geex. i sound kinda pathetic don't i? hahaX.
mon got released at 12.30! gosh.. that has gotta be my earliest mon off, k save for the RARE half-day mon back then.

n during GP, we caught abt half of this movie.. some show abt these delinquents playing a pretty innocent prank that got them into deep shit.
heex. the actors in there are pretty cute XD
but the crux of the show lies in the hellish treatment they were 'submitted' to in the boys' home.
i tell ya, kevin bacon plays one hell of a bad guy.
n the violence and sex abuse in the show.. tsk tsk. well.. looking forward to the next half of the movie on fri! ^_^

o ya, talking abt strong sexual references to movies these days...
hahaX. or is it already there jux tt i was silently censored by our good old censorship board? lolx.

n the incredible fact was that these movies i'm talking abt are actually borrowed from the sch library! XD
i'll never forget the time mi n Moon watched "Shakespeare in Love" in the sch library!
the SEX.. gosh.. my cheeks were burning n my eyes were blinded in that veri movie.
n the most embarrassing ting was the 'crowd' that came to join us...
see, we were stupid enough to screen it on the big tv -_-''
n so, we were joined noisily by a grp of overly-excited gals,
adding to the absurdity of the whole ting, some guys had just to choose that 'wise' moment to walk in on us.

AND THE MOST NONSENSICAL TING IS THAT THE MOVIE IS PG-RATED!!!! o.O

n i got cheated another time by that little innocent PG-Rating when i borrowed "Silence of the Lambs" (ya, it is from the sch library too >_<")
the script was utterly saturated with sexual innuendos.. n the number of times 'Fuck' was cursed? it was uncountable.
all these are still quite sane... till u meet the psychopath who dresses up like a drag-queen n danced naked in front of the mirror -_-''
i was SO not expecting that.
n i can tell that my mom was not too, when she loudly proclaimed her shock. (yes, i was stupidly watching this with my ENTIRE family >_<)
one more ting to add, the said maniacal-behaviour guy was a really sick serial killer taking perverse pleasure in wearing women's skin.. literally.(well, he murders them then skins them.)

n so, moral of the story: NEVER TRUST THOSE SMALL WORDS THAT SAY "PG-RATED".
those i watched are either,
No.1: rated incorrectly
No.2: uncut version or,
No.3: the censorship board has gone bonkers
n maybe another lesson that i SHOULD HAVE learnt already, never watch such movies with ur whole family, lest u wanna die of embarrassment of having been the one that borrowed the movie.

at least i was clever in a 'duh' way when i decided to jux stop another movie "The Name of the Rose" from playing when i glimpsed another 'sex scene' coming up~
n it wasn't even the starting part, it was jux paused there when i idiotically went to play it...
don't even ask mi who the hell paused the movie at that scene! so, clever mi waited till at night when the hall is not bombarded with my family... lo n behold... it was a full sex scene -_-''
i thought i was watching porn then >_<
it was...ahem...coughx...pretty explicit.
at least it was rated M-18 (didn't get cheated this time)
do they realli 'do it' during filming?? i wonder~
shrugx. well.. the plot of the movie was actually fascinating, it being a murder case mystery n all...
n the set was eerily fitting for the dark n solemn atmosphere~
plus, the props...
wow~~ they actually created replicas of the past 14th century n they sure do cost a bomb... there were these scriptures that were hand-painted n gold-plated, taking almost 6 months to complete n costing a few thousands for ONE page!

another movie experience... NANA Screening!~ ^_^

it was rated PG, n huiyun did warn mi of the 'bath scenes'...
well, at least they were onli IMPLIED sex scenes.
but still, it was kinda...okeiokei. veri...awkward watching it with a teacher.. hahaX.
well, mrs. koh joined us for the later half of the movie, unexpectedly walking in on one of those 'implied sex scenes'.. lolx.
u know sometimes when you leave the com for quite long n don't touch it, the screen will go blank?
that was wad happened during some of the scenes when it was getting a little steamy in there~~ lolx.
mrs koh then said, "Auto-censor." XD
n it wasn't jux one scene, there were a few in fact!
k, maybe not sex scenes.. but rather mani passionate kissing scenes >_<
gosh, have to sat through those agonising moments where i kept throwing huiyun nervous glances n her returning some. lolx.
everione there was kinda awkward too at first, which was pretty funny n weird at the same time!! XD
NANA Screening was overall counted as a success!~~ hooray.

kk.. i flooded ur minds enough already. n i have enough 'interesting+awkward' movie experiences >_< tata~

2007-05-12T21:07:00.000-07:00

it is always irony how life events will turn out to be...

last afternoon was Othello production...
guess who i crapped abt on the bus?
n then guess WHO i saw later?

n u know tt i don't realli have a soft voice...
hahaX. actually i spoke more abt Yanyu's blog affair rather than someting ELSE...
-_-'' i totally don't get it y can't we have freedom of speech on our blogs??!?! here, i'm talking abt "scolding pple"(heyx, not i do scold pple, jux tt i approve it unless it is mi as the subject!) n not abt politically incorrect stuff.
hello! if we can't even rant on our blogs, tell mi then, where else can we vent our frustration then?! okei. i shld dwell longer on tis stupid issue, lest u pple get bored, n not b'cox i'm relenting to others(NO way!)

*cools down*
kk.. now back to the Othello production...
firstly, it was SUPERB!
it is unimaginable tt the cast actually managed to memorise their dreadfully long scripts! o.O *stares in awe*
the emotions were raw n the atmosphere was intense(well..other than for the sudden outbursts of laughter from the audiences in the murder scene -_-'')
okei. maybe poor Desdemona being dragged onto the bed n being suffocated by a pillow send pple's funny bones tickling. *shrugx*

but i'm glad i spent my saturday afternoon n evening there...
heyx, who wouldn't when it is actually enlightening?? well.. betta than rotting at home rite. =X

melissa n mi went to skool together, partly cox of the reason she thought tt wearing all blac(black Othello tee + black pants) was like funeral clothes, lolx.. actually realli looks lik sia~ i'm glad for accompaniment aniway ^_^

filled with excitment to watch the play, we quickly accepted our roles of being 'Door Pple' XD
we had to tear ticket studs n give out prog booklets
simple tasks??
not so when u have a hoard of pple all at once!!
frantically tearing the ticket studs n giving stuff out, mi n mel took turns...
luckily they came in an orderly fashion, in one straight line...
if not... erm... i dunno.. panick?? hahaX.. no lah.
heex. suddenly thought of someting.. it jux looks as orderly as the queue at the clubs! (not tt i ever went clubbing before~)
hahaX. most realli do look lik they r frequent night-lifers, what wif their mature looks wif make-up n all...

aniway, remember the 'somebody' i mentioned at the first part?
the day before,Val pointed out her in the canteen, n mi, Sharon n Moon went to check out her blog later...
i was wondering out of curosity of what was her name then.
n ya.. if u r not tt dense n know WHO i'm toking abt rite now.. i met her at the Othello production.. as one of the usherers.
n also her fren in her clique.. the pretty Eurasian gal(u SHLD know who i'm toking abt...)
anyway, i overheard tt gal's name.. shld i mention it here?? hahaX. y? if i mention it.. maybe my blog visitors will rise?? lolx.
i don't tink i cared for tt..
if i ever did.. i wud have been writing over-exaggerating nonsense n 'interesting' explicit entries *winks*
so as not to become a gossipy bitch(tt'll make mi hate myself then), i'm not gonna put her REAL name here, ask mi if u wanna noe...
oh wait.. i'm gossiping right now rite?? oh yes.. the irony of all tings.. *starts stabbing oneself b'cox of self-hate*
ouch.

hmm.. i did have the chance of conversing wif them.. n i found them to be quite alrite.. but hey i didn't have ani prejudice for the other gal to come to start wif.
however, i'm still apprehensive abt 'tt' gal...
afterall who wun after reading her blog??
everiting goes along pretti mundane.. TILL
during our evening duties, she suddenly ask Mel...
"Do u wank?"
perhaps i heard it wrongly or wad.. but it was a veri WEIRD qn.
mel looked back at mi n gave a puzzled look.
i asked her, "What did she ask u?"
"She asked mi a veri strange qn, what, 'do i wank'"
okei. i cant be hearing tings for 2 times rite???
hmm.. maybe i misintepreted the word.
n then later she was calling her beau, saying smth to her fren abt him jux having to come on the spot n tt she cant go fetch him...
guess she was abit annoyed n cursed 'Fuck!'
my impression of her had jux sunk to the depths of the thousand leagues oceans...

after tt, nth much did happen tt is of interest... *yawnx*
i sat through another play.. well, tis time round i managed to catch the whole of Act1 which i missed earlier on in the afternoon.
oh ya.. the afternoon.. the damned sun was so scorching hot n the clouds were apparently useless tings.
we stood there waiting for late-comers...
sheltering the actors with umbrellas lest their make-up melt under tt horrible sun.

o.. then came tis pair of 'stuck-ups'...
the play had already begun, n out of kind will i told them to hurry.
n what did they do? NO, they didn't hurry.. NO, they didn't look lik they even care!
jux wasting my good will.. *tsk tsk*
when they FINALLY reached the door at an incredibly leisure tt i thought not possible when one was late...
once again, we said tt the show had already started,
n they jux nonchalantly said tt they knew -_-''
geex. attitude.. attitude..

alrite overall 'enriching' day n admiration for the Othello cast n crew! *looks up* long entry sia~~ tata~~

2007-05-06T09:23:00.000-07:00

i wonder how life can come to a standstill...
like mine has.
it is a tragedy which no one seems to realise...

when a youth lives like the aged,
when the sparkling sunshine could turn gray with sadness,
when the calm oceans could turn treacherous in one's internal sea of turmoil.

it is a thought which one would hide n avoid.

but if u turn the yellowed page over and glimpse at what the world could offer,
the entire u looks so small in that unknown part of the story in some other side of the world.

do not bind mi.
do not lead mi.
i don't want to be miserable,
but i just couldn't help it,
if only i can find that light of yours.

and that seems impossible.

EOY 06

2006-12-22T07:41:00.000-08:00

EOY 06!

Last sat went EOY 06, a cospLaY event, at Expo...

nearLY didnt went.. the nite before, mi, Moon n Jing reaLised the horrifying fact that the admission fee costs a whopping $12 for non-members!!

n of 'cox.. our stingY pitifuL poor seLfs kicked in and we caLLed off the 'outing' Last min Late at night!

i went onLine to re-check (cox i Love to be in seLf-deniaL)...

n then mi n Moon started Looking cospLay fotos at one forum..

the more we see the more we wanna go EOY 06...

but the MONEY! oh-that-cursed $12 fee that we refused insistentLY on not parting!

weLL.. n then we cried ourseLves to sLeep over this VERI sad fact - _ -'' jkin.

but of cox, in the end we went! erm.. then why eLse wud i write about a crying session rite?!

Jing went wif her sis during noon..

then mi n Moon dragged ourseLves to Expo at Like 2+...

deciding a VERI pathetic pLan to stand outside n Look inside (if itizz gud we wiLL go in.. ya.)

met Jing aLong the way to the expo haLL (coincidence!!)

3pm+

heyx.. Look at the time! it ends at six! not worth it to go in aLreadY!

hahaX.. see.. mY seLf-deniaL kicking in again~ >.<

we stood outside n stare at those cospLaYers...

waaa~ some costumes r reaL nice!!!!

i wanna cospLay i wanna cosplay i wanna cosplay...

there were Death Note, D-Gray Man, Bleach, Final Fantasy Advent Children, Tsubasa...

n there were Dollfies!!

i Love them!~ how i wish one of them can turn into a human n become mY boyfren!~ >.<"'

pretty pretty bishies doLLs n gorgeous cute doLLs... waaaa~~

2006-12-04T18:37:00.000-08:00

orchard trip yesterdae~

so sad.. no nice movies watched...

onLi the horror movies seem interesting >.<

after watching 'Ju-on' on the big screen,

i swear never to watch another asian horror fLick Le!

n guess wad...

i watched '9:56' korean horror fLick!~ - -''

pLus i was Late Like 15min for the show!

Moon, Yan n Jing passed the tickets to the uncLes(ticket coLLectors)

remind mi of the time when i was Late for 'Silent Hill'.

aLready panting from the brisk waLk aLL the waY from orchard mrt to Lido...

the ghost come out Le i oso too tired to bother about it Liao. - -''

i was sitting next to Jing.. n she so quiet de =X

i mean.. beside mi is an empty bLack seat, then next to mi is a veri siLent n 'coLd' Jing..

cant heLp but to keep inching towards her XD

the movie was fine except for the annoyingLY LOUD sound effects!~

i was reaLLY more freaked out by the sound effects than the exact scare of the ghost itseLf!

n the ghost was bLoodY(yes, reaLLi bLoody red) noisy!!

everi movement 'she' made, creak-creak-clung

waY noiser than 'Zhen-zi' for sure. - -''

weLL.. at Least i didn't cover my eyes Like Yan did for practicaLLY the whoLe movie! LoLX.

Later...

after protests from Jing about us being 'adnormaL' cox of our 'shopping habits'..

we dragged her to Far East...

n hahaX. our LittLe entertainment of the dae: Looking at Jap ppLe

throughout our time there.. we saw 2 skooLs of jap ppLe there..

n aLL of us agree that the first batch were definateLY the betta-Looking ones. hahaX.

maYbe mY taste n standard are diff or someting...

cox i spotted quite a few cute guys! ^_^

erm.. whiLe the rest didn't Lah. hahaX

the jap gaLs most of them are not-reaLLi-pretti..

BUT their compLexion is reaLLi reaLLi gud!!!

haix. muz be the weather there!!

after our 'LittLe entertainment' was gone when that first batch Left...

(the second batch kinda got nothing to see) - -''

once again we happiLY dragged Jing to take neo-print!

at first, we actuaLLY pLanned aLot of poses!

but.. sadLY.. during the actuaL taking session...

we Lost our cooL n anihow pose Le!!

haix. n we dunno howta cLick...

in the end come out quite mani repeated pics~ ToT

weLL.. the pics LuckiLY stiLL came out okei. hahaX!

2006-12-02T05:41:00.000-08:00

i've decided to give my poor negLected bLog another chance! =X

been exactLy been abt a week since i Left for LTC camp...

Day1

fun bus ride to camp site thankx to Sylvia & Hui Yen ^_^
were pLaying those "how mani meh meh jump over the waLL" sorta games.

same campsite as Sec3 cedar OAC camp! *reminiscence*

Kayak School:

dunno why.. had a reaLLi bad feeLing at that time.
*sinking feeLing in the heart*
sub-camp got scoLded for inefficiencY..
*sinking feeLing got worse*
LuckiLY said 'sinking feeLing' was Lifted when we do water confidence...

wah~ first time did 'capsizing driLL'!
mi.. i din Like it one bit!
gasping Like a goLdfish when i was thrown off the kayak.
i was scared of water (esp. sea) cox i cant swim weLL.
scared drown mah!!
n e worse thing.. i CANT GET UP the damn kayak.
faciL hafta practicaLLY puLL mi up. =XX

Day2

Sea Expedition:

oh yes.. the horribLe activity that Lasted five damn agonising hours...
n the wretched scotching sun hafta be beaming down happiLY...

we kayak to the reservoir area.. rest.. then back.
the journey back was demandingLy tiring..
my poor partner had gotten a muscLe strain..
pLus nearLy gotten an asthma attack!
veri scarY..
but he stiLL tried to paddLe abt haLf the time..
then he too exhausted n partLY i oso afraid of him Lah..
heaLth Leh.
so i paddLe mYseLf some parts back.
feLLow campers veri encouraging!
thankx Sylvia & Xu Yuan, my nice kayak partners!
kept cheering us on~
n the others oso..
were teaching mi howta paddLe properLY n such...

hahaX.. n quite funni.. we kept crashing into others' kayaks!~

mi so proud of mYseLf!~ did not stop! yay~ *peseverance*

n being the Last kayak n such.. spent aLot of 'quaLity' time wif our dear sun.
*seriousLY sunburnt*
i swear i was bLushing 24/7 after that daY.
was Like a waLking cooked Lobster. - -''

Belay School:

cLimbed rockwaLL...
the 'rocks' were damn hard to grasp..
pLus sweatY paLms...
theY were sLipping off.
everione cheered mi on.. thanks guYs~
but reaLLi realli tired... >.<

Jia Ying veri sweet, hugged mi when i came down~

at night.. mi n mY gaL friends aLL veri coLd..

Later reaLise that itizz due to the sunburnt for the chiLLing effect.

faciL Min Ling so sweet!~ gave us aLL a warm hug~

Sentry:

LuckiLY this is camp & i usuaLLy don't sLeep too deep for camps...

weLL.. or not the person wiLL.. weLL.. suffer my wrath! ya...

my group of 4 did the rounds first the other group...

heex. we were the Lucky ones...

after we did finish our rounds..

the Lights totaLLY bLack out!

n there i was.. safe in the bright bright canteen~

Day3

woke up.. dont wanna move..

Legs hurt Like heLL!

haix. normaLLy my past camps aLL wouLd have ended on this daY...

but no... this misery n torture hafta continue...

High Elements:

usuaLLy wouLd have been reaL excited..

but the sunburn is kiLLing mi!!

tried Vertical Climb with Sheng Xiang...

tough i teLL u!

managed to cLimb tiLL the second Last Log...

i'm those sorta seek sercuritY kinda person. so weLL..

cLinged onto the side wire for dear Life!!

mY poor partner hafta do aLot of work..

Like heLping mi up the Log..

n cLimbing up the Log himseLf!

sorrY eh.. not reaLLi much heLp. =X

Day Quest:

first pitstop:: shopping maLL

those pubLic who saw us gave us kinda weird Looks..

probabLY cox of the sight of red Lobsters Lugging backpacks about...

hahaX. aniwae.. group was the first to finish n head off to the next one.

second pitstop:: west coast park

first time being here!

never knew it was so big sia~~

pLaYed the pLayground... *feLt Like a kiddo again*

ohh.. the digging for card cLue thing...

my group was reaL LuckY... first hoLe we dig..

n voiLa~ jackpot!

finaL pitstop:: "congrads, you're the first team to arrive!"

hahaX.. amazing race.

the others arrived quite Late Later.

n another first time! first time cooking magi-mee using the bbq pit. - -''

Night Quest:

partnered wif Shao Jie...

he was 'bLind' n i was 'right hand disabLed'..

i wasn't mute cox i was too quiet..

hahaX. pretty funni to hear "eh.. she can taLk de ah!" whenever i spoke.

first station:: horizontal 'spiderweb'

we got through this easiLy!

second station::

hafta do commando crawLing on the canvax that is reaL cLean with yucky muddY water with sand n dirt in it. - -''

this is the 'hurting station'.

third station:: maths questions

faiLed terribLY at this.

aLL qns WRONG. >.<

i sux at maths k.

the teachers were rather amused n happiLy pouring water on us for our stupidiness.

fourth station:: 3d 'spiderweb'

hafta pick up a candLe in the maze.

fifth n final station::

hafta protect the candLe fLame from naughty teachers shooting water guns!

hahaX. jkin~

our strategy "RUN!!!"

n they bLew our fLame out at the Last part!!!

wah.. seriousLy..

this is the wettest and dirtiest night waLk i've done before!!

got mani stations, with 'spiderwebs' n etc, n water-fiLLed.

but was fun Lah! though itizz was painfuL too. >.<" the sand n dirt on mY sunburnt Legs!! *ouch*

2006-08-21T03:21:00.000-07:00

i finaLLY got around giving mY poor negLected bLog another gLance..

"weave my life to be like a movie. i m not being unrealistic. i cant deny that in movies there are tragedies... n mine is one.
i oso finaLLY managed to catch 'FareweLL mY concubine.'
man i Love tt fiLm.
cried >_< href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3458/2084/1600/Sendaikamotsu.jpg">
SaturdaY< xxx =" Lesser" population =" 20-30yrs" partners =" Lesser" marriages =" Lesser" pregnancies =" Lesser" babies =" decLining">

Je t'aime

2006-05-06T09:30:00.000-07:00

shuai ges for ya all to swoon over.. LoLX. i tink they r from NewS. Yamapi's band.

wanted to buy a handbag.
for veri Long Le.
everione saying my converse bag veri ugly n old. =X
k. yes.. itizz old..
but not that ugly what!
5yrs Le..
got feelings for it Le..
sentimental~ hahaX.

Late Night Movies

2006-05-04T01:47:00.000-07:00

Last nite damn Late then zzZzzZz..
watching tv. @_@

9+ o'clock
::: some documentary on the Hindu temple in India :::

eh.. dunno how mani A.D. back then.
built by Lengendary Leader Raja Raja.
tallest Hindu temple at that time.
used the strongest n hardest rock!!!
transported by those circle cirle boats across the river.. so cute those boats can spin merry-go-round de~
then on Land by elephants!!!
Logs as rollers.. the elephants move de!!!!
craftsmen took damn mani yrs to finish all the thousand over idols carvings..
so patient!!!!!

Let mi tink of the pyramids in Egypt..
Pharaoh much cruel..
pple build by hand.
imagine pushing boulders of tons of rock up a slope!
siao man~
n if Let go.. erm.. kena flattened by rock that slammed on u?

ancient civilisations so intriguing~

10 o'clock
::: Anatomy of Bear Attacks :::

bears aint all that cuddly n cute after all~
especially grizzly bears!
killer machine sia~
if a grizzly bear has an intent to kill u..
that's it man.
moral of the story: NEVER offend a bear! hahaX.

a man who devoted his whole life to save the grizzly bears..
he n gf got killed n eaten.
after 12yrs of Living wif bears!
n close encounters wif bears.. most distance too close for comfort.
very sad.
investigate why the bear(s) attack him..
easy prey?
give him the ultimate respect n treat him as a fellow bear?!
iz what his close fren believed.

voice recorder recorded the Last terrifying moments of their Lives.
screaming..
n more screaming..
din hear it.
cox tape so tramatic to release to public.
autopsy oso nv show.
bodies brutally dismembered.. they say.
scary sia~

a team 're-made' a robot bear..
to be exactly like a real one.
to see what damage done to a human.
the power of the claws.
scratches skin totally off!!
the bone-breaking strength of the teeth.
grinds n efficiently break bone to marrow.
what if a bear decides to choose u as its chew-toy?? a koaa bear wanna-be!
er.. ur skull probably spilt.
yes.. itizz FATAL.
well.. unless u Look damn cute Like its cubs then maybe.. maybe will Let u off. ^_^

Next wk 10 o'clock!!!
::: Da Vinci Code Specials :::

11 o'clock
::: Animania: Witchhunter Robin & Desert Punk :::

not veri nice.
witchhunter robin songs quite nice.
desert punk opening song real pple act de!
hahaX. quite funni.
but the show kinda pointless. -_-''
n flirtatious.. go watch n u noe what i mean.
those enormous breasts. -_-"' X10

haiX. dun realli Like arts central now de choice of animes.
prefer channelU's.
channelU rox!
they showing 'Full Metal Alchemist' n 'Ragnarok Loki' on sat.
plus 'DNAngel' n 'Saiyuki Gunlock' on sun.
damn nice n popular animes!!!

12 o'clock
::: Queen of the Damned :::

Vampire chronicles bk series by Anne Rice
caught 'Queen of the Damned' Last 30min.
changed to channel5 too Late Le..
din noe showing yesterday nite. T-T

Louis din appear in tis movie.. wAaaa~
prefer 'Interview with the Vampire' e 1st bk.
that one YOUNG Brad Pitt acted as Louis n YOUNG Tom Cruise acted as Lestat.
at first din noe iz them till fren told mi. =X

they Look betta Last time. hahaX.
wished she din tell mi that fact.
made mi Like e show Less. =X

e Lestat in 'Queen of the Damned'..
i dun wanna talk abt him.

erm.. Looks weird Lah..
too fair.
okei. i noe vampires r supposed to be fair.
but that iz a LittLe bit too fair.
dun Like.
hahaX.
miss e front part.
haiX. though i dun Like Lestat in dere..
but still wish i had watched e whole ting.
Lestat my favourite character!

Hip-Hop Dance

2006-05-01T22:31:00.000-07:00

during ct Lesson today..
Mrs. Koh shared on the
need to do vs. want to do.
wah.. i damn guilty of this~
always neglect studies n procrastinate!!!
haiX. bad habit.
muz change.
from this day on..
i, Zeimi, declare that i will set my priorities right! >_<
n do the 'need to do' tings first!!!

Like pledging myself to someting horrible sia~
wun Like this but no choice..
hafta force oneself. T-T

-.-'' wanted to find principal in general office.
haiX. the admin pple din Let mi in >_<
say wad we hafta wait for his reply ourselves.
what if he forget?!?!
ahh!!!
i dun wanna tink of it! T-T

now break.. in Library.
watching youtube. hahaX.
but Loading damn slow Lah.
hmm.. mi actually dunno what to watch Liao.
Moon n Kai Xian nxt to mi tt com..
watching Yamapi do yoga. =X
wahahaX. n he Looks so gal inside.
bishounen! hahaX.

o.O now they watching 'Kimi Wa Petto'.
some jap drama. 'Yamapi' Pi-chan~

haiX. today hafta stay till 0530p.m. for hip-hop Lessons.
so Late~
wanna go home n sleep sia~
whole home once go home then zzZzzZ..
hahaX. dunno how i sleepwalk into my room from the sofa out in the hall!
hmm.. maybe i shld put up 'obstacles' to prevent the journey to the cozy bed.
hahaX. maybe can Lock the door!
then.. slam..
walk straight into the door.
wahahaX.. Like damn spastic!

talking abt hip-hop Lessons..
fun..
but tiring. ^_^
got a Little break-dancing inside.
Learning those basic break-dancing stuff.. hahaX.
know those kinda 'spinning on the floor'..
dunno the term. @_@
but we all do damn slow..
so Like no effect >_<"'
Last Last Lesson Learn 'babyfreeze'..
hahaX. i remember my fren James Last time challenge mi to do!
haunted mi for a few weeks for that..
bet he forgot it now Le.
actually nth realli abt armpower..
said it was more of balance.
tried..
n ended up rolling on the floor. LoLX.
once manage to hold for..
erm.. 1 sec??!
dance instructor say not bad!

at first dance hip-hop i damn slow -_-''
i sux at remembering dance steps!
n cox hip-hop dance iz more of attitude..
hafta keep at a Low base Level.
find it damn weird to keep upper body so Low.
so damn stiff.
hahaX. Like that can go do robotic dance Le!
now kinda get used to it Le.
but now dance steps more n more complicated.
wAaaa~
screwed up alot of times.
cant follow fast enough.
n music beat faster n faster.
wAaaaaaa~
whiny aint i? hahaX.

4 more Lessons to go..
muz develop own style!!!
yes! hai!

Jrock

2006-05-01T10:25:00.000-07:00

::: A Random Jrock Fanvid :::
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Z53-Wg3khYk&search=jrock

i found a hilarious jrock fanvideo~
-featuring Gackt, Malice Mizer, Moi Dix Mois, Dir En Grey, Miyavi, Psycho Le Cemu, & Gazette
showed Moon..
even she who dont Like jrockers oso tink itizz funni!

WARNING!!! video shows SOME violentness of kawaii animals. hahaX.
mascots that kick ass band members. LoLX.
beware of e cute animals. *grinX n actX innocent*

::: K one - 最爱是你 I love U the Most :::
http://youtube.com/watch?v=sfN9IUy_pbQ&search=k%20one%20mv

i Like the guy that played soccer. n e other one whose hairstyle abt similiar
juz Like those kinda type ^_^
the animals are just adorable~
but scary!
no horrror or gore i promise. hahaX.

for japanese music proposal.. went to did some research on jrock.
got visual kei.. indies.. so mani genres.
o.O din noe got so mani
Alice 9 iz under 'visual kei'.
n interestingly Dir En Grey iz under 'Indies'.
what iz that. *shrugX*

after watching one of Dir En Grey MV - Clever Sleaziod..
while doing PI. >_<
i Love Shinya~
such a cutie.
nice footage of him in e video sia.
i tried damn hard to ignore Kyo.
but cant..
he iz the vocalist.
n he got damn Long screentime.
Kyo got good vocals.
BUT..
i do. NOT. Like. e 'Marilyn Manson-ness' Kyo iz doing.
now that iz what i call 'horror'
stop acting possessed Kyo!

Name: Shinya
Role: Drums
Real name: Shinya Terachi
Date of birth: February 24th 1978
Zodiac sign : Pisces
Place of birth: Osaka
Blood type : B
Height: 1,70 m or 5'7"
Weight: 42kg (so Light!!! even Lighter than me!)
Shoe size : 5

Shinya is the "baby" of the group. He is extremely quiet and serious, which makes him an easy target for Die's teasing. He is also very secretive and it's hard to learn anything about him. It took the others in Diru 6 months before they learned that Shinya DID have a phone and it's number. WOW!!! Even though he is so skinny and frail looking the others believe he is the most likely one in the group to survive if lost on a snowy mountain. They think he is the strongest one, but it also helps when he is willful and stubborn too. He is an anti-smoker and his idol is Yoshiki from X-Japan (Yoshiki even produced some of their music.) Shinya listens to pop music and even tried to create some music for their band. It's amazing to watch Shinya do the most difficult drumming ever while appearing to sit still with a flat face.
(Taken from http://degclub.deviantart.com/journal/)

swooning over Shinya again..
he iz e drummer!
one day..
i said..
one day.. hahaX.
i wanna play like him too!!!
*daydreamX*
his drums rox!
playing at such a fast speed.. hit damn hard oso..
wonder if he could see where he iz hitting. @_@

Shinya Looks a Little Like Kame! Moon's hated guy. wahahaX.

::: A Day with Kawaii Shinya~ :::
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Y5wRO3aLuxU&search=shinya

finally got around to watching Superband.
standards not bad sia~
Lucify.
first band to caught my eye Last time.
mainly cox they following jrock style.
got one member Looks Lik Kaoru from Dir En Grey.
i tink! hahaX.
similiar clothing oso k!
i tink he followed Kaoru.
they confirmed noe of Dir En Grey i m sure.
one of their member named 'Shinya'. hahaX.

o.. n Pauline & mi wanna set up our own jpop band!
hahaX. damn cool ba~~
i m ambitious! heeZ.
we wanna join Superband nxt yr!
cant believe i found someone hu tink alike man.
o.. Pauline! *runX to her in that oh-so-dramatic way*
hahaX.
hopefully we dont throw face sia~ T-T
hmm.. cannot think tt way >_<

*start to hypnotise oneself*

u can do it!

kampatte-ne!

Band members of Alice 9

2006-04-30T07:48:00.000-07:00

Name: Shou
Part: vocals
Birth Date: July 05
Height: 177 cm.
Weight: 59 kg.
Shoe Size: 8 1/2
Blood Type: O
Favourite Musicians: BRAHMAN, Hawaiian6, KoRn~
Hobbies: playing games (mostly on Game Boy Advanced), shopping (mostly for used clothing), etc.
Most Favourite Thing to Do: change the katakana of Alice Nine (.. )

Name: Saga
Nicknames: Saga-sama
Part: bass
Birth Date: June 24
Height: 175 cm.
Weight: 52 kg.
Shoe Size: 27.5
Blood Type: AB
Favourite Musicians: many
Hobbies: sadistic hobbies
Most Favourite Thing to Do: he will see everybody at their lives

Name: Nao
Nicknames: Otakkii
Part: drums
Birth Date: July 31
Height: 170 cm.
Weight: 51 kg.
Shoe Size: 26.0
Blood Type: A
Favourite Musicians: jazz music
Hobbies: DTM
Most Favourite Thing to Do: playing the drums and hopes that everybody will go to Alice Nine live.

Name: Hiroto
Nicknames: Pon
Part: guitar
Birth Date: May 4, 1985
Height: 166 cm.
Weight: 49 kg.
Shoe Size: 25 1/2
Blood Type: O
Favourite Musicians: hot music, music that makes him happy, Audio Slave, and Hide
Hobbies: trying various foods and going to temples and shrines

Name: Tora
Nicknames: Tora
Part: guitar
Birth Date: September 17
Height: 182 cm.
Weight: 70 kg.
Shoe Size: 27.0
Blood Type: O
Favourite Musicians: Limp Bizkit
Hobbies: sleeping
Most Favourite Thing to Do: doing something as he pleases to and rock and roll!
Cannot Hand this Over: being unique

Alice 9 - 'Fantasy' Music Video

2006-04-30T06:26:00.000-07:00

:::ALice 9 ~ Fantasy MV:::
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Krw_O0YwYAE&search=alice%209

FANTASY lyrics

FANTASY
Word : Shou Music : Alice nine

Shishiza wa mata matataite konochi ni namida wo ataeta

Ano hi kara kono senaka wa katahane wo nakushita mama
Yoru ga ake hoshiboshi kara no kioku wa usureteyuku

Kono sora mo kono uta mo naze darou?
Iro wo nakushi oto wo nakushi riaru janai
Kimi no yume wa boku wo tsutsumi hoshi ni natte naritsuzuketeiru

Hoshizora wa mata matataite konochi wa namida wo tataete
Kaketa toki wa hikari wo hanachi kimi no inai kono sekai wa [gensou]

Kimi no seidayo mune ga itamu no wa

Hahen wa ima mo sasatte

Kono hana mo, ano tori mo, kaze mo, tsuki mo, toki wo tomete

Me wo tojite mane wo shitemo munashikute
Hai ni natta kimi wa totemo chiisakatta
Wakaranai yo kono sekai wa kurutteita darou? yasuraka ni aa

Hoshizora wa mata matataite konochi wa namida wo tataete
Kaketa toki wa hikari wo hanachi kimi no inai kono sekai wa [gensou]

Doredake tatsu darou, hoshi ga nagarete karac
Soshite kokode, kakinarasu darou kimi no kureta kono omoi wa [eien]

Ano hi kara kono senaka wa katahane wo nakushita mama

inspiration of bLog from this music video (mv) of Alice 9 wor~
wiLL try n find engLish Lyrics =X
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